Wow.. you know, I haven't posted in a very long time.. I have had No time, inspiration.. or anything to get me motivated. Life has really got me down at the moment, school, work, relationships, family stuff.. you name it.. But anyways, I will attempt to drag myself out of this hole and draw something nice.. or perhaps even get back into my photography. I have a couple people just waiting to be models, and some ideas in my mind.. I just have to get off my big, lazy ass and do it. haha-mer.. yeah.

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111 Random Questions

1. First Bestfriend - Lisa! Forever and allways -kisses-
2. Current Best Friend - Nic
3. Last thing you did with this person? - Took pictures together in photography class..
4. First Enemy - Some girl, not to name names, in elementry. DIEBITCHDIE.
5. Boyfriend/Girlfriend? - Yes, Vincent..
6. Bad Habit - Mothering people..
7. Last injury - Scrapped my heel on my bed.
8. Favorite Cereal? - Nesquick cereal.
9. Best Memory - cant remember...
10. Bad Memory - er, to many to think of. haha
11. Favorite thing to do - Draw
12. Last Fight - .. cant remember.
13. Last Dream - I had a dream a guy named Yuki became my friend, and he was totaly hott half japanese 22 year old blondie with blue eyes.. I was a model for him for photography, and he took me to meet his parents in Japan, and I didnt know much japanese so I called his mom 'mom' by accendent and so she thought we were going to get married.. and then freaked cuz' I was only 16.. xD
14. Quote - "Stop being such an uber potato" by Me.
15. Movie - anything by Mr.Tim Burton
16. TV Show - Inu-yasha, and bleach.. XD
17. Band - Evenescense
18. Clothing Brand - err, what ever looks good.
19. Ice cream Flavour - strawberry.
20. Try something new/Stick with what you like - Stick with what I like.
21. Favorite thing to do - didn't you allready ask this?... Draw.
22. Are you sick minded - yep, and damn proud of it!
23. Straight/Bi/Gay?- Bisexual, <33 love me.. lmao!
24. Hair Color ? - Brown
25. Is that your natural - yep
26. Crush - my bf?
27. Last thing you did with this person - talked on MSN
28. Fast Food Place - not sure..
29. City - well, I live in Cran-hole.. but I prefer Slurrey.
30. Name 3 memorable friends who’ve moved - Kelsey, Lisa, Jessica.
31. Name 2 of you favourite Chocolate bars - carmel.. coffee crisp..
32. Where are you right now - Home..
33. Closest thing to you - My desk.
34. Longest conversation on Msn - couple hours.
35. Who was it with and when? - dont remember
36. Whens the last time you showered? - err.. like a couple hours ago.
37. Ever had a screaming fight with someone - yep.
38. Taste the rainbow? - No thankyou, you pervert.
38. Colors? - Red, Lime Green, Hot Pink, and black.. (and for some reason, bright orange!)
39. What color are the clothes your wearing right now? - Orange form fitting tanktop, black faded jeans, and blue socks.. er, also panties and stuff. lmao.
40. What color are your eyes? - Green.
41. Whats the most valuable thing you carry around with you? - My cow bag, it has EVERYTHING in it, my camera.. some makup, my bankcard, a pencil and a pad of paper.. what else could a girl ever need?
42. Ever almost lost it? - uhm, yep.. everyday. XD
43. Last “just because” phone call - never..
44. With who? - no one..
45. How long was it? - DUNNO.
46. Last “reason” phone call - to talk to my mom.
48. With who? - my mom..
49. How long was it? - half an hour.
50. Wheres the last place you went out? - School.
51. With who? - my.. school people.
52. What do you wanna do now? - .. sit and do nothing. YAY thats what im doing. [/sarcasm]
53. Whose your number 1 on speed dial - no one..
54. Whose your last on speed dial ? - no one..
55. Do you smoke/do drugs? - Nope.
56. Are you a rebel? - err... sure.. why not.
57. Rate yourself from 1 to 10 - 4
58. Do you play DDR? - yep
59. Do you play WoW? - have
60. Counter Strike? - no
61. A free online game ? - yep
62. What game? - FlyFF.. somtimes.
63. What console do you currently own? - Your mom.. XDD.
64. What consoles have you owned? - dream cast.
65. Any game you could school anyone at? - Soul calibur, the original on dream cast. Booyah!
66. Favorite teacher? - a tie between my last years socials, and english as well as this years art/photography teacher.
67. Where do you live? - Canada, eh?
68. What are your worst fears? - spiders, dieing alone, never being loved, hights.. you know, this could go on forever
69. What schools did you go to? - Spruceland Elementry school, Heritage Hights Elementry school, Kwantlen park Secondary, and Mount Baker Secondary.
70. Can you dance? - kinda..
71. Sing? - yes, so I'v been told.
72. Skateboard? - no
73. Snowboard? -nope.
74. Ski? - no
75. Bike? - have one, but haven't used it since grade 8. (is in grade 11 now)
76. Do you swear? - somtimes..
77. Favorite Super Hero? - erm.. cat woman.. sure why not.
78. Favorite Super Ability? - dont know..
79. Warturtles? - .. is that a pokemon?
80. What do you like in the opposite sex? - Attractive, clean, doesn't do drugs, has the same interests that I do, nice, has a brain, and doesn't mind to grow their hair out
81. Looks or personality? - both
82. Brawn or brains? - brains
83. Rate your physique? - .. er.. I dont know.
84. Muscular? - me? no..
85. Most received compliment? - Boobs, butt, and eyes.. Oh, and apparently some guy really liked my long hair. -shrugs-
86. Ever wanted to kill someone? - yep;
87. If yes then who? - to many to name..
88. Spell Survey with your toe (and no erasing)? - suyrv eyh
89. Now your nose - survey
90. Now chin - swervdeyh
91. What time is it right now? - 4:18PM
92. Day? - moday the 14th
93. Month? - may
94. Last nightmare you remember? - er, dunnp
95. Closest thing to you that is orange? - .. the shirt im wearing?
96. Green? - my work keys. XD
97. Red? - my jammie pants..
98. Blue? - my bf's eyes.
99. Yellow? - my tampon box. XDDD
100. Purple? - socks
101. Black? - most of my clothes!
102.White ? - err.. my jack skellington purse.
103. Last person to send you a message? - my bf.
104. Last Person to text you? - no one
105. Last person you talked to in person (excluding family) - Heather
106. Last person to IM you? - bf
107. Last weird thing you’ve seen? - my friend nic being a weirdo. XD
108. Last friend you made? - err.. forget her name.
109. Last person you added to one of your friends lists? - Kirsten
110. Last question? - not yet..
111. Bye bye? - finaly. XD
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Hay Everyone..

Just here to let you know that I have Created a Stock account
You should check it out!

Also, im selling prints now. It would be great if you bought one (haha, no pressure! )

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Im thinking of selling some of my art, if I were to sell prints How many of you would actualy buy them?

And if you wouldn't please tell me why, and perhaps what I could do to make the quality of my images for pleasing for yourself and others.

Today started out wonderfull, and it's been running into the ground all day..

my granny and her boyfriend threatend to get rid of my cat, yelled at me.. and was being mean to me because I said somthing to my granny that somone had said to me. (that she was spreading rumors about my friend to somone)

WHY WOULD THEY GET MAD AT ME?? I didnt do anything wrong..
this is retarded... im so mad, and sad... and.. depressed, I dont know.. how I feel im so mixed up..

I want to hit her, or run away.. but then If I do I will get yelled at more..
I want to cry, so I do.. and then I feel retarded, and get frustrated, so I try not to cry.. but that makes me even more upset.. and it goes on and on..

And really I SERIOUSLY Dont want you to answer to this like "awww, I feel sooo bad for you" or.. "jeeze that really sucks, I hope it gets better"

It really pisses me off when people throw out sensless "awws" and crap at me.
I dont need your simpathy! I need to vent.. and now I have.. kinda.. but it isnt helping.. this is lame..